I can’t help it. Your name keeps running threw my head. I can’t stop thinking about what we had and how dumb I was to end it. I though I knew what I needed. I was wrong. I’m dead inside with out you voice to make me feel alive. I miss everything about you. I’m not over you. You’re over me. I know you’re happier with him and not me. I guess it’s better that you found someone else who could give more than I. I was just scared to get hurt that I ended up hurting myself mentally. I should have tried more and gave you a better chance. Now I’ve lost my chance.
I’ll smoke our memories away and drown all my unspoken word in alcohol.